What you gonna do if you need to shit urgently and there is no toilet within your parameters?

The answer is simple:

Go to a hdb flat, find one floor that hangs out bags and clothes..

take the bag down n sit on it, do your business and wipe it with the clothe..

sounds silly?? i think it is insane but this incident happens like ten minutes ago at my old flat. My neighbour saw a couple loitering outside the flat and sat down on a bag, nothing suspicious so they did not bother. Poor aunt came out of the house after bathing to hang more clothes and discovered the items she washed earlier on was tarnished with shit!! @!$#$#%$..

therefore, the couple was the culprit.. wow!! i din know this is the new method to shit and outside ppl's corridor some more.. ugly singaporeans.

just love her songs.. she is my current muse.. *muacks*

Motivated!

15000€ was all i needed to get me motivated to finish my reports this weekend.. haha.. even though the dream seems unrealistic the reward just gave me the drive.

The "halfway-done-and-kept-till-dusty" research report has finally been all typed out! Although not decorated and arranged with appendixes.. it was a great achievement for me! two more weekends before i'm a graduate and i'm getting the tingling sensation..

CANT WAIT TILL IT'S CHRISTMAS!! SANTA'S COMING.. HOHOHO.

I shall set a target.. finish half of the strategy report by saturday.. as well as meet jiaying for the Yebber exhibition at suntec.. life is great.. im punched with a new wave of energy.. still driving me on.. yes!

people revolving around me are suffocating me. i cant breathe around them. i feel like im a slave.. having to look after the house. make sure its clean and no one appreciates??. why should i?

isnt a family about care. wat's the point? since i cant maintain and people are not helping.. thinking im too much then i shall stop and lucky enough for me im graduating.. i can escape the clutches, start earning money.. build new life, make new friends and start afresh.. then move out.. i dont need people who aint helping.. reaching hands to those who will turn into what is the same as him and not helping ppl he think is not going to be part of him. also for lazy ppl.. just cant live with them, is crazy.

in fact i want to start a family of my own. someone who has the same passion as me. similar interests, similar thinking.. life would be so much better wont it? you might think im just running away and not solving problems.. i tried. but it never worked out and it's turning me into another person.. someone i do not recognise.. is it me?? i seriously do not know.. i need someone who can guide me.. give me appreciation and wont make me sob unnecessary..

loving tods.. esp the ballerina..

*drools*